You left me with so much

When the morning birds greeted my day “good morning” with their chirps, I manage to smile a little and bless the day. I have more reasons to be thankful—good health, families, friends and just being alive. And despite the hard truth of being alone in my self-space, I can tell exactly how hard I’m trying to gain confidence again.

Have you experience a day or so when all of the songs in the radio appear to be dedicated to you? That singers sing their songs for you? I guess when you’ve experience some problems or depressing situations, your vulnerability strikes you harder than you could imagine. Is this not the same situation my friend had way back? Is this not the same issue my mother, my brother and my colleagues have in mind? Is this not the situation that caged my days for quite a while?

Whatever could be your or my reasons, having been into an emotional imbalance may prevent us from moving on for a brief period of time. But again, when you came into exact realization, it’s like waking up from a long sleep is it not? That’s basically what happened to me. I was left with much memory—of good ones and bad ones, of sensibility and inconsistencies, of promises and broken vows etc. At the end of the day, I get to put my composure back and yank the whole world how thankful I am still to be someone who’s known to easily lend a smile to anyone, who’s still capable of lending a good ear to friends who have the same issues and are still trying to overcome their issues. I on the other hand haven’t been able to move on completely but I am heading towards the right direction. And I am just too proud to say I was left with so much time to put myself together. I was left with so much memory to keep and cherish about. I am left with so much love to move forward.

So when the morning birds chirp and sing their songs for me, my ears tickle and sing with them all of the beautiful songs I know by heart.

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